So as some of you may know, I haven't been in the best of mood the previous few weeks because Shane & I faced some issues in our relationship. I'm not ready to talk about what happened yet & I don't know if I ever will, but I thought I'd just share on still choosing to love after having your heart broken and to move on in the relationship. I know that there are people out there who have experienced or are experiencing similar situations where mistakes have been made but it's tough to just act like nothing happened and move on in the relationship so I really hope this post will help you find the strength you need just as I had been searching for just a couple of weeks back. You're not alone, trust me. I was so devastated, messed up and confused I even resorted to Googling how to get over a broken heart (okay, hahaha, let's all laugh at how ridiculous it actually is ) but I know what it's like to be in that place and just dying to get the hurt out and get over it. Granted, I'm still fearful and insecure but well, at least the worst of all the emotions (anger, disappointment, resentment, hurt) have almost faded into well...subtle fear. But to me, it's a really huge step from where I was a month before. So here's what I learnt about moving forward and loving despite the brokeness.
Over the weekend, our little family put our green fingers to the test as we embarked on a terrarium making project - something that Kylie had been eagerly waiting for the whole week since our parcel arrived! While Megan watched us as she sat in her walker, the three of us (Shane, Kylie and I) got busy with our first ever "gardening" experience as a family!
Shane was telling me about his lunch the other day while Kylie was in the room with us and well...the conversation went a little like that...
Shane: "Argh, I shouldn't have eaten Nando's for lunch. Now I'm damn hungry, you know, just the breast meat and all that."
Kylie: "Breast meat?" *turns to me* "That means you mama!"
Me: "What? No!"
Kylie: "Yes! Breast meat means your breast! Means your breast is gone now!"
HAHAHHA! This kid cracks me up all the time! Oh Kylie!