Thought I'd do a short entry since I'm waiting for the girls to get prepared so we can all head to town. Gotta head to FEP to buy some stuff to dress my models up for my FYP photoshoot. Stresses me out just thinking about ideas for FYP, maybe gonna do a lil' retail therapy while we're at town but idk, the stuff I've to buy for my project is gonna cost me at least a good $50 bucks. The money in my bank account's fast depleting but I don't wanna ask mommy for money cause she's been buying stuff for Kylie and me almost every weekend we go out. Plus, we're heading to Todai @ MBS for a buffet dinner on Sunday & it's like $59++ per head so it's gonna cost them almost $350, makes me think twice about asking my parents for money even more. It's not like we're well to do and all.

Anyway, apart from Sunday's buffet dinner, my weekend's gonna be a weekend of feasting! On Friday, Liying's hosting a birthday party at Costa Sands Pasir Ris so there'll be BBQ food, Saturday's Shane's Godparent's 25th wedding anniversary celebration and they've catered food, on Sunday night, is my grandma's birthday celebration so there's bound to be good food too! I'm probably gonna gain like 10 pounds after this weekend. Let's feel pregnant all over again. HAHA.

Group project with Brina for textiles & manipulation. Tie dyed one of Kylie's plain baby pink body suit and 2 boring muji tote bags. Plus, silkscreened tribal designs on some loose fabric and sewed 'em on. It's the end of the block & even though we had to do a lot for textman, it sure was a fun module. & I think the idea of turning old and boring into new & trendy has really got to me.

I just turned one of my brother's old Ramones shirt, which i've been using as home wear since idk when, into a fringe tank. Mad loving it. My first attempt in cutting a shirt, & i really love it! It's really simple to do actually. I shall go check out more ways to cut my tees so I can turn 'em into clothes I can feel good wearing out :)
I've actually got a lot of pictures to upload and talk about, like Ian's 21st birthday...but I've just been SO lazy. Promise I'll find a day!

Brother's in Tekong for his BMT. Think he'll only be out next week. & when he's out, imma treat the family to a cheap and good thai dinner at The Basil Inn. Top of my list for thai food, it's super affordable and really yummy! Most probably gonna stay over at my parent's place for the weekend. Y'know...even though we see each other a lot less now, we spend more quality time as a family. I'd say it's a blessing in disguise. We go out as a family more now, even if it's just for dinner. The distance has made us treasure, or at least, made me treasure them a whole lot more. I miss my family tons, so much that sometimes just thinking about them makes me wanna cry, yeah, that bad. I'll always love y'all no matter what. I promise I'll work hard and make enough bucks to help y'all retire and live a comfortable life, maybe even bring you guys on a holiday or two. Thank you mommy & daddy, for giving me the best that you can give, even if it means putting a strain on your pockets. No matter how old I am, or who I'm married to, I'll always love you guys the most, and I'll always be your little girl. Always.

This is damn cute, they were given evaluation forms at the end of the day and one of the kids gave me "A Star" hahaha! Really made my day. I think this is probably the best job I've had so far, dealing with kids, no matter how bad your day is, they'll just turn that frown around.

Anyway, it's the 5th of November and Ian turns 21 today. He's super fortunate he got to book out last night! We're gonna have a celebration here at home with family and friends later in the evening :) HAPPY 21st IAN!!!

5th November also marks 2 years since Shane & I started dating and Kylie's 3rd month.
 Us back then.
Us about 3 months ago.

Looking back, 2 years seems like a really short time. The days and weeks just whizzed passed us like that and here we are now, happily married and wonderfully blessed with the cutest baby girl anyone could ever ask for. Even though these words are now rare and few, I love you Shane. When a couple stays together for long, it's no longer sparks and fireworks, rainbows and butterflies. But love now comes in a different form, and it doesn't just comes with the big things like flowers and surprises, dates and sweet honey-coated words. Love is all around us everyday in the littlest things and sometimes, these little things don't mean much but without all the little moments we spend together, our love would die. Every night before I sleep, I thank God for placing you in my life. Baby, with you I think that I could stay in love forever and a day. Nothing's changed, I still love you, everyday, all day.

& to my baby girl, even though you still can't read yet, but maybe you'll see this in future. It's been 3 months since the day you were born, you've taught me a whole new kind of love, one that is unconditional, sacrificial, one so immense it can never be explained. I love you so much Kylie, watching you grow each day never fails to bring a smile to my face. You can lift your head up so high now, & in no time, you'll be crawling all over the place. I kinda wish you'd stay this way, small and cuddly cause I know when this time is gone, it's gone forever. Of course I still want to see you grow, take your first steps, call me mommy, but I just want time to slow down a little so I can savour every little moment I spend with you. Three months...it sure is fast how time flies. I love you more than anyone or anything in this world baby girl. I always will.