faith & fear.

By Esther Rachel Lai. - 1/13/2011

From day 1, my prayer remained the same. Despite all my worries and fears, I said God, let your will be done. & still I'm praying, God let your will be done. I'm afraid. I don't know what the future holds. I don't know what to expect. I don't know how I'm going to deal with everything. It's not like i'm not schooling and stuff...It's not like I'm rich...But despite all my fears, i truly believe that if this is God's will, then He will make a way. "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. - Romans 8:28 " I'll never understand the ways of the almighty, but I'll have faith and believe that everything's happened/happening because He's got bigger plans for me. For us. We just have to keep believing. I'm afraid, I'm really afraid, but sometimes, we can't always take the easy way out. Yesterday, what we saw, we should've been happy. But our hearts sank knowing what our initial plans were. Sometimes, we've got to follow our hearts not our heads. "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your paths. - Proverbs 3:5-6" I'm gonna trust with all of my heart, take a leap of faith and believe that God's going to make a way, He's gonna provide, it's gonna be alright.

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