I AM SO PISSED. EVERYTHING IS TURNING INTO ANGER. ALL THE HURT, DISAPPOINTMENT, ALL THE SHIT. GET A GRIP. GET A GRIP. I NEED TO GET A GRIP. OMG, KILL MYSELF ALREADY!!! FUCK EVERYTHING. EVERY FUCKING THING. I JUST WANT EVERYTHING TO STOP. I'M TIRED. I'VE HAD ENOUGH. GOD, YOU HEAR ME RIGHT? CAN YOU JUST MAKE EVERYTHING STOP? IT'S BAD ENOUGH THAT I CAN'T HEAR YOU WHN I TALK TO YOU, I NEED EVERYTHING TO STOP HURTING. STOP FEELING SO FUCKED UP. I NEED TO GO. TAKE ME PLEASEEEE. CAUSE THE ONLY THING THAT'S STOPPING ME FROM KILLING MYSELF IS CAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU AND THAT SUICIDE WILL ONLY TAKE ME TO HELL. GODDD, SAVE ME ALL THE PAIN. REALLY, SAVE ME, TAKE ME. I WANNA MEET YOU.